Timeless Vixen Vintage
Timeless Vixen Vintage
so basically i posses no rational thinking skills. and on saturday at work we ran out of soy milk so we thought 20 dollars of soy would be a good amount until monday cause soy is usually like 3-5 dollar a bottle.
so i went into woolworths and so good are changing their packaging, and had reduced all old packaging to 3 bottles for four dollars, what a bargain . i got told to buy 20 dollars worth of soy milks this is fantastic. i paid and walked back in to work.
everyone thought it was the funniest thing they had ever seen.but to be honest i just thought it was really good value
and thats how we ended up with 15 cartons of soy milk on a saturday
Maybe I’m single because: all the awful things I think about myself are true
Totorochu and Pikatoro
— The Avett Brothers, Tear Down the House (via bypeaches)
For Lent I’m just giving up in general
basically my entire family hate me at this point. so that’s a thing that feels nice and comfortable and i felt like cutting tonight which was fucking weird because i haven’t done that in about 5 years.i didn’t because i have a fucking rational brain in my head these days .but it scared me that i could still feel like clawing my flesh open at least that’s easier to deal with than panic attacks which seem fewer and fewer these days . but im also thinking that’s maybe because im in a hospital everyday and working all weekend ive always been ok at work its like a safety net its not really me its a uniform and a job i start class again in a weeks time which was where the usually are the worst . today was also the first time i told someone about my stupid brain and the first time someone asked me how i was and genuinely meant it and didn’t believe me when i said i was fine with honest concern but knew i was fine enough to not push the issue and it was the first time i nearly felt safe with them knowing how my head works . Its weird having someone also tell you they think you are excelling at something when you have felt like youre playing catch up the whole time. i need to stop becoming manic when im around other people aswell . just because i say nothing at home doesn’t mean i need to speak twice as much with other people. id like to just be left alone with books for a while i wish it were that simple,
things are ok . they could be worse and thats something i guess
i don’t get why. maybe never having friends just fucked up my ability to form close bonds with people. or maybe i was supposed to be a spectator and i dont know why yet
Anxiety, depression, and the fear of addiction to pills.
The cure is also the curse.
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